1st time post

so i haven't checked the blog for a week or two (sorry). never posted before as don't know what to say...
Been working through some stuff, been having lots of feelings (i'm not a huge fan of feelings), and my feelings and thoughts have been lying to me alot of late (people have told me i'm doing better then what i feel/ think) so i don't turst much of what i think and feel at the moment. So i'm working on that and leaning to communicate and reconize feelings ect even when they're lying.
see my weekly update for what's been going on hear.
Kath