Hola my beautiful people! Thanks to Joe for wondering about my life...so, here is my sweet post..
Well, how has life been?
I've been battling a 2 day depression after watching Ohio State loose the national championship game (college football for those who are wondering) to a team that i absolutely hate with every part of me...the gators. I know I know, there from florida so i should be proud to see my homestate win...but i'm not. I'm a hardcore Seminoles fan and therefore can not stand the gators...so, to see them win...ugh...that'll make me bitter!
Also, been fighting off a horrible stomache flu the past 2 days as well. Lets just say these past two days have not been a great time.
Work life is going good. For those who don't know, i work at a dentists office. I'm really loving it there. They are training me to do so much stuff. Copy x rays, cleaning and steralizing instruments, steralizing the rooms after a surgery, putting together the anesthetic needles (my favorite thing by the way!) and all kinds of stuff.
My car is doing well. ( i say that like it's a person...makes me laugh...his name is james dean though!) Although, December was a bad month for accidents. 3 in total. I was rear ended by someone, then a week later, i hydroplaned, then, i rear ended someone because my glasses fell off. So, pray for no accidents in 07!
Victories/Struggles?
Well, some victories. I have let go of some stuff i was holding onto since last december. And it feels good! I have regained contact with some friends and accountability is great. Whenever i start to feel lonely or sad, i do stuff to keep my mind off of it. Fight against it. Driving while listening to praise and worship is a big help. It keeps me positive and reminds me that even though there may be a huge storm all around, if i listen, God's voice is there in the whisper.
Struggles. Rations aren't good. I do a great job at praising God through music...but sitting down and reading the word and prayer haven't been as good. Loneliness is still a big struggle. Even though i do have those friends i talk to, they all live so far away so it makes it more difficult. And, though i have been fighting the loneliness and sadness, there are times i let it in and let it takeover.
Prayer Requests:
- Better rations
- More trust in God's plan
- Won't loose sight of what i'm fighting for
- Focus
- To not be Complacent
- Not being self satisfying
- Strength
Well, that's my life right now. It's a new year, and i am ready to see What God wants to do. Scary as that may be!
Love you all a lot.
Ash
P.S. I really miss Jill :(